Today was full of all sorts of emotions for me, I've never felt this bad mentally ever before, I don't even feel this bad/down when I was all stressed out for finals. These emotions were so random that I did not know how to deal with them, especially when I had to be out all day today. I just couldn't help it, totally felt like I had a mental breakdown or something, it was a terrible feeling(s) to sum up.
I had a driving lesson today, and my mind was wondering all over the places, all the turns, reverse and parallel parking.. were all a blur to me. Did not turn well, did not stop in time.. I was so critical of myself today.
After that, I knew I should have gone home but instead went to hell and back. Does any girl/woman ever walk out of a salon feeling satisfied?? It was in part my fault, I've been to this salon a few times before and was never fully satisfied with how they cut my hair. However, I somehow always convince myself to give it another chance, but every time I walk out feeling like this wasn't what I asked for OMG!!!! you know, something never changes. Alright, short story short was that I went to get a haircut and was not satisfied with neither the length or the style of the cut. There I go pouring out money like water when I can barely survive if I were to live in the real world by myself today. OH MY.
LET IT GO, LET EVERYTHING GO, EXCEPT YOUR PRIORITIES
YOU KNOW WHAT THEY ARE.